that deep

maybe it's not that deep? or is it?

if I pay for the hosting, if I design the website in what I like, if it's all mine. why do I police myself?

why must it be perfect? excluding my stories of course (naturally) or maybe, including... but why do I chase this perfection?

why must it be perfect before I allow the world see it? it's all mine. flaws and all.

every writing I put out. no matter what side it annoys, the blues or the reds... it's still all just mine.

so I am no longer judging myself and I am most especially no longer policing myself, so I will not only post it if it's perfect I'd post it as it's me.

I'd be scrolling through my notes and just post them on here and I won't even search for images or procrastinate some more by trying to create the perfect image for the perfect written work with the perfect SEO and the perfect title, and the perfect perfect perfect perfect.

it's a jail I put myself in and I'm walking out today.

imperfectly flawed.